DeviousLover-7

:heart: So I am still living in Colorado, and I am done skipping around from person to person. I am engaged and so fucking happy! Joseph C. Lunn, Dragon, the navy guy I told you all about he wants to marry me and I want to marry him!!! He came home for Christmas and gave me the most wonderful present!!! He is coming home this summer and we will be planning the wedding, and then after he comes home for Christmas next year we are getting married that summer, and then he is gonna take me to Guam and we are starting our family. Idk how it happened, but I think that the way my life was layed out is perfect...lol...i mean there were some really shi

I thought I had everything sorted out; my home, my friends, my family, and my relationships. I was wrong. My heart is torn between people and places, and it seems as though my perfect world wasn't really that perfect after all. It seems that the perfect life I was seeing was just me trying to fool myself into thinking it was perfect. Now I am still faced with the choices I have to make, the only difference is that now I face them alone. My fears have been pulled out, and my walls are crashing down around me. I have been passing through with clouded eyes, and it's time for the truth and I hope I will figure it all out after this. Four years ag

idk what to say today i am so fucking sick and tired of being in this house. have you ever had that one place in your life that you just needed to get away from for a while??? well that is how i feel right now and i cant stand it. i love my family to death but i absolutely and utterly need to have some time away from them and this house. i feel as though i am suffocating.